Every body has a secret...

Every body has a secret…

I for one have always held something back in order to keep the idea of who I am away.

Away from the blundering thoughts of what other people think,

which is kind of pathetic I dare say.

Its always what I have known but I have come to know a little bit of life as of late.

It doesn’t matter what you hide…

it still seams that people can see it anyways.

Maybe I am just a bad bluffer…

 well I am a bad bluffer especially when it comes to emotion and thought
and how my body language practically screams those emotions.

Yup…

when I am awkward… I am awkward

when I want attention… I am loud

when all I want to do is just be noticed… I flaunt everything I have

BUT

when I feel I am making a difference… I feel alive

when everything is still…I feel empowered

when my mind stops…and my spirit takes over… I am invincible

…

I get into this mode when I am doing what I love to do most and doing what I love most contradicts what everyone else thinks I should be doing.

Have you ever felt like this?

I don’t want to be loud…I want to be proud

and

I don’t want to be awkward… I want to be free

and

I don’t want to be to be noticed… I want to be humble

and

I seriously need to start taking more pictures! 

Ugh!

 I say pictures are a must on blogs! Makes em fun to look at eh??

-Always Always,

At Last