My World At Last: January 2011

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Every body has a secret...

Every body has a secret…

I for one have always held something back in order to keep the idea of who I am away.

Away from the blundering thoughts of what other people think,

which is kind of pathetic I dare say.

Its always what I have known but I have come to know a little bit of life as of late.

It doesn’t matter what you hide…

it still seams that people can see it anyways.

Maybe I am just a bad bluffer…

well I am a bad bluffer especially when it comes to emotion and thought
and how my body language practically screams those emotions.

Yup…

when I am awkward… I am awkward

when I want attention… I am loud

when all I want to do is just be noticed… I flaunt everything I have

BUT

when I feel I am making a difference… I feel alive

when everything is still…I feel empowered

when my mind stops…and my spirit takes over… I am invincible

…

I get into this mode when I am doing what I love to do most and doing what I love most contradicts what everyone else thinks I should be doing.

Have you ever felt like this?

I don’t want to be loud…I want to be proud

and

I don’t want to be awkward… I want to be free

and

I don’t want to be to be noticed… I want to be humble

and

I seriously need to start taking more pictures!

Ugh!

I say pictures are a must on blogs! Makes em fun to look at eh??

-Always Always,

At Last

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Inspired by a Friend: Facts

I'll never become an avid football fan... Ill cheer and shout but usually wont know what I m shouting about

I am the jungle gym at all the family parties and love it... but when the crying starts I just pass them along to the parents

Mexican food and I have a very good relationship

College Nutrition has ruined my eating habits... every time I eat I break it down into how much I am going to regret it until I can get to the gym

I am a nerd... and every once in a while, even now, like to go play nerd games for the fun of it

I want to make a ceramics studio out of an old rundown barn... Paint it red and everything

I want to get in a fight one day just to see how I would do...

I love to teach

I love to play lacrosse but hate the stress of competition

I want a dog but don't know what kind

I want to hike to the top of a mountain then snowboard back to the base...or sled back to base... doesn't matter

I have too many dreams at this point but will achieve all of them in due time

When I am stuck in traffic I am extremely obnoxious

I think I have felt love but know I have no idea!

I work best when I am doing my own thing around other people

Sunday truly is a perfect day

I have many places that I feel are truly mine and somethings that I see that are truly remarkable - I want to share them all with another

The stars and the ocean are my perfect combination

I suck at blogging... but still like to do it every once in a while

Sunday, January 2, 2011

And so I start off in yet another direction of what is going to one day, hopefully,
be the fulfillment of a dream.
I can not believe the plethora of directions my life is taking and the to tell you the truth I am digging it. So the next endeavor that I am tackling is going to be one of business.
I am laying the first pieces of foundation to what will one day be known as
At Last Enterprises inc.
This is going to encompass a website and name for my ceramic art work
as well as other various business ventures.

Its kinda wild to start talking about getting a business license and being able to say that I am a business owner. Well I guess not yet but soon enough I think things are going to be that way.
All I have to do is say when and I will be off on this new idea.

Weird.
Here is a little snippet of some things I have been doing.