Its a really strange ordeal when you watch your best friends in the world drive off in some sort of vehicle that is plated with the words "just married". Its like saying hellogoodbye all at once when it happens and you know they are off to something so much better then they have ever known. Today I sent off my best friend Nathan O'Gwin who married another best friend of mine Sagan (Brimhall) O'Gwin and during everything I was in a state where I didn't know how to be or what to do. All I could do is sit there and smile and watch as they fell deeper into that life of "Theirs". I gave them a toast and said the things in which came to mind... It came out as a jumble and didn't make much sense but it was something and it came from my heart so I guess thats all that matters.
Any way on the drive home I couldn't help but feel a bit of lonely in the ol' heart. Lonely because I, as most humans do, want what they have found. Companionship, Trust, and a pure knowledge in another. Then I got to thinking about the same feeling when Tyson got married to his little hunny and you know what for a time I felt so happy and sad in a mix that it just kinda pushed me into a flurry of thought. Its emotion that sits in the midst of heart only to come out to remind me of thoughts of the friends that have had an impact in my life.
Any who life goes on and school goes on and work goes on and change is something that is craved and will one day come.
Here is to marriage and the happiness that my best friends have found in their lives. And here is to the greatness of companionship and love between lives. And here is to the next day that maybe just maybe some special thing might change the next second and minute of this life towards that which the heart craves for the most!
To Nathan and Sagan O'Gwin
and
Tyson and Michelle Riding!
Cheers!!!
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